Day 19

Nov 6, 2013- Another day of basic Qi Gong.  Not doing as much as I'd like to but its been a hectic month for sure.  Being much more aware  of postures and interactions of the day to day things.  Making sure even during the day I try to ground...

30 Day Uncrossing: Day 10

I am really aware today of how little energy I have had recently. My finances and schedule have prevented any sort of exercise and most meals I eat in a day are served to me through a window. I am taking piss-poor care of my body and it is showing. My constant...

30 Day Uncrossing: Day 9

Last night was what I was trying to avoid. It was past midnight, I was so tired I couldn’t function, and here I am standing at the altar trying to do ritual. I got in about 7 minutes before I called it. Going to try to get ritual done today before my new roommate...

30 Day Uncrossing: Day 8

Oh wow! Today’s ritual was really powerful! I feel like I am finally making progress. I was having technical problems with candles and charcoal, but after I got that out of the way, I was able to settle down into a nice trance, via the chant. I really became aware of...

30 day uncrossing: day 7

Technically, this happened after sunset. I was sick today, and just could not physically chant until after 6. With the time change, it was dark by 5:30. I finally bought new lighters (yay me!) as lighting all 9 candles plus the charcoal was hard with both lighters...

30 Day Uncrossing: Day 6

It feels really weird doing this ritual during the daytime. There’s just something about doing ritual at night, by candlelight, something, I dunno, magic? It puts me in a slightly altered state, especially during the dark half of the year. But, I continue to be beyond...