Day 8 to now: Why i stopped

Day 8 to now: Why i stopped

The meditation on Day 7 told me everything i needed to know. Evocation doesn’t seem to work for me the same way it works for others. Magick for me doesn’t work according to a timetable. I don’t get all the smoke and mirrors other people seem to get....
Day 7 – Finally

Day 7 – Finally

Meditated with an audio i found from Eric Taller. Kept it simple: focused on the elemental symbol of fire, breathed (with difficulty), moving the wall behind me. kept opening and closing my eyes to go deeper. Did gain a simple contact of let’s do this together....
Day 4: the Ganzfield effect?

Day 4: the Ganzfield effect?

Began the day by listening to yet another rapper rap about me and how i’m in the illuminati. Um, no i’m not you dumbass. But anyway. I did a daily trance where i was going in and out of trance, but didn’t get all the way in. Later in the evening i...