Day 28, April 7
So now we are getting to some weird oddities. So against my better judgement, I prayed and prayed did a little work and tried to the infinite expansion of mantras and tried to do it.
Prayed got through the chakra work and then booooyaaa. prayed for each mantra I do to count as an infinite mantras and I started.
I got through a syllable into mantra and started hallucinating and I mean hard. I would come back and get into the mantra, one syllable and hallucinating. Deep in space, weird visions outside of time, crazy shit, planets colliding, black holes, storms, and other realities, 3 hours later, I think I got through 1 mantra. Only One mantra. so again that was like 2am start and then 5 am madness from that shit.
So I again started to talk about doing crazy magics and fun times also vast mental improvement. So again started looking at cars and that shit would turn around … but once again this kinda of decision then shit just happens around it, is how my magic works when I am getting at hard core more optimal levels. Now I need to start doing the Qigong on a daily basis as well.