Day 20 (part 1) – did my drum meditation while looking into fire. Very good feeling. There was some chatter, but could feel that my mind was very focused.
Day 20 (part 2) – since I was out in the garden and a fire going, I did a second meditation. This using a silent meditation. Very intense, I felt like I was one with the fire, some image came to me about tribes sitting in front of fire, listing to the Shaman telling stories about the gods and ancient times.
But after 20 minutes I had to stop because the chatter became to chaotic