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Tough day for practice today; I experienced some inner resistance to actually doing practice. Kept dawdling and delaying and re-reading “Hands on Chaos Magic” instead of getting to it. (Damn you Andrieh for being so readable!  😉

I kept dozing off during meditation, too.  This is a pretty big problem for this kind of practice, to put it mildly.  I’ll try to start earlier in the evening tomorrow and see if that helps.  I did meditate 30 minutes today, although since I dozed off its hard to tell how much of that time was actually meditation per se.