Was rather ill last night; I don’t know what I ate (though I’d like to know so I can never ever EVER eat it again) but was up half the night under rather unfortunate circumstances. I felt a lot better today but still felt kind of shaky and weak, so physical healing was what I was thinking about as I chanted my Mars ‘mantra’ tonight. It did seem to help. I didn’t journey afterwards but throughout the ritual I kept getting little glimpses from that Mars sigil book in the Red Room and I was wondering about the chapter in there about Mars the Healer.
As soon as I closed the circle though I felt kind of crummy again. It could just have been that I was no longer sitting still and relaxing, I don’t know, but I wonder a little.