I am slightly sick, and yesterday’s work, even though it was perfunctory, left me weirdly, hormonal emotional.  I was sad about breaking up with my ex (which happened in July) and about my parents (who died more than a year ago) and all kinds of stupid insecure bullshit.  It’s not like me to be like that.  I think it’s residual crud being cleaned out of my heart.  I am feeling sicker today (just a cold and some nausea; nothing to worry about) I will work gently tonight, and perhaps ask Raphael to sooth my heart first.

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