I am really aware today of how little energy I have had recently. My finances and schedule have prevented any sort of exercise and most meals I eat in a day are served to me through a window. I am taking piss-poor care of my body and it is showing. My constant feelings of irritation and crankiness may have a neurochemical component (ie clinical depressive episode). I would prefer not to seek medical help for this, as I can usually handle this sort of thing on my own, but it may come to that. Also, I know that this is a product of my situation. It is exogenous, not endogenous. It seems foolish to treat a situation with chemicals.

I was able to sink into trance rather easily. I got in 11 minutes before the dog wanted out, and then the phone rang, and then people showed up. Fuck it!

Caroline Weasley

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