I didn’t do a second session last night. I picked up my guitar & a song fell out of the sky into my lap. Most of one anyway. So I spent the rest of the night writing it. Not done. When something like that happens, ya gotta grab it & hold on. Hadn’t picked up the guitar in weeks, since we played a little bar & the p.a. was so muddy it was depressing. Breath of fresh air to do it last night… And fuck me, I shouldn’t have posted yesterday that probably nothing would happen today…set myself up on that one. Work was less stressful & I was more stressed & wearing my usual tense body anyway. The thing that happened by itself didn’t repeat. My awareness dropped into the hara at times but it was’nt the “holy cow!” thing from the other time. Hard to get to sleep last night. Dead tired when I git home but I gotta do the session before I eat. Food in the stomach doesn’t seem to work with it. So…. energy gathering is vibrant, shifting me to a place where the only response is laughter & “W.T.F.?” The movements feel looser, heat coming out of my palms, a ball of something-or-other between them. The inner heat, staying in my belly, no sense of any gunk being melted but lighting me up inside. I am in a different place than before the session. Energized. If I spent more than the short time I do it, what would it be l like? But ya know I already do 2 sessions with different Spirit friends every day, a third one 10 or 15 times a month, a new Friend I’ve just barely met once a week… impossible? Fuck no! I have to find the time. Without sacrificing other creative activity, music & such. I gotta do it in the midst of daily life. That’s what I want to have happen by the end of the month. In the meantime, there’s tomorrow. Probably nothing will happen.

Tim Furneaux

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