Got some conformation that the state of my life right now is stuck until I move. Utah is an ok place, but it puts a lot of stress on my body. There are a lot of smoke stacks scattered in the valley, thermal inversions trap the pollution in the valley (we have the worst air quality in the U.S.), and it makes it hard for an asthmatic like myself to function. I took my dogs to the city dog park today and hacked and coughed a great deal. "This place blows" was a constant thought today.
Raphael seemed a little bit annoyed when I told him that I think he was telling me to leave Utah and head somewhere else for my health. He pointed out that both my wife and I suffer from asthma, and if this is the case it is likely that my children will too. He wanted me to look at a bigger picture, if I am having problems in Utah won't my children likely have the same issues? We have to leave before we try to have children. I talked to my wife and she is all for a move back to Seattle, I have one more semester before I graduate college. After I am out of school we will be moving out of Utah, hopefully back to Seattle.
I am going to start designing a ritual to accomplish this. I won't graduate till December, but I need to start preparing now. I would say that this is the most important magick I have ever attempted. I am going to hit the divination HARD, I need this to work correctly. So if anyone is reading this, wish me luck.