I did the ritual earlier than normal this evening, because my daughter went to bed a lot earlier than usual (poor kid wasn't feeling well). Tonight went well, in contrast to many other nights lately. I've been wondering why She has taken to standing over the last few nights (She is uncommonly tall for the designation of "maiden.") I think one possibility is She is preparing to leave, as our time is almost up (and She and my overall ritual experience are sharply pointing this out.) Again I had the sense of Her transforming, so I "called out" to Her again, firmly, and She "popped into" my head, which hasn't been the case for at least a week now, I believe. I made a few specific requests of Her, our time is almost gone and I figure perhaps She can do something. Until tomorrow.

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