I almost wimped out tonight.  My legs and hips have been killing me, all day (I have rheumatoid arthritis, and being pregnant, can't take anything for it).  I didn't think I would be able to focus, but my husband, who never comments upon my various occultisms, insisted that I try, "sit on the bed tonight, I can bring you a chair for an altar" so that encouraged me.  Strangely, my energy bubble seemed bigger, fuller, and brighter.  My guardians appeared firmly at my back.  I felt Her arrive again, focused as a point of light in the front of my head. She poured light over my body, which refreshed me, but the pain was too intense so I ended it, and it didn't seem like a long session.  Coming out of it, it was actually pretty average in terms of length of time, it seemed brief though.  The last two nights, with the presence actually feeling more defined, and in sync with my decade-old dream, I am much more confident and happy with how things are progressing.

Latest posts by Lusifelia (see all)