So I've associated the cravings for nicotine with Gede Nibo, so that every time a craving arises I see Gede's smiling face… this maybe isn't the greatest idea. It's led to exchanges like "What are you smiling at?" (silence) "This isn't funny, you know!" (Silence) "What's so funny?" (silence) "What are you laughing about?" (silence)……. yeah, maybe this wasn't the greatest idea, it got pretty fucking irritating until I just had to laugh after many hours of it. The ritual turned into a long musical invocation ending in meditation. I remembered what happened Saturday night; I went into trance while improvising bottle-neck guitar. That Gede energy wants to do, it doesn't just want to sit there. There is such a good feeling to ritual these days, it don't take much to get the juice flowing. I'm having a blast. It's kinda a miracle that I haven't smoked a fucking cigarette in almost 3 days. It's not fucking funny. Seriously.

Tim Furneaux

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