I took Raphael's message yesterday as his way of saying that he was done with me. I was sad and kinda depressed. I wondered what I did wrong, did I some how offend him? I though he would be angry if I tried to work with him again. If I tried to evoke him again what would he do? Would he be angry? I wanted to keep up my workings with him so I threw caution to the wind and decided to evoke Raphael.
He just stood there watching me. He looked as though he was interested in what I would do. I began to do the chakra work that we had been doing the last few days, he seemed pleased. It felt like he was encouraging me to do this all by myself. This is when I realized that Raphael was done with teaching me the how to and was making sure that I could preform what he taught me by myself. He wanted to make sure that I was really learning the lessons that he was teaching.
I noticed that I still have a blockage in my third chakra, but my 6th seems to be overactive. I tried to get them all to open and balance, but it is a lot harder than I though.
Working this long with an angel has shown me just how not like us they are. I am learning ways to communicate with Raphael, but I have learned that they are no real difference between desire and action in their eyes. For example I went out to eat with my wife and for the briefest of moments I entertained the idea of ordering an alcoholic beverage. I did not however and Raphael saw no difference between me wanting to drink (and abstaining) and actually drinking. We had a long talk about it, and I am still not sure that he understands.