Archangel Raphael Day 20

Archangel Raphael Day 20

While looking into my scrying mirror I got a view of the back of my head. I was looking down on myself performing the ritual. I asked Raphael if that was like his way of saying that he was watching over me. It wasn't…it was just something weird that happened...
Gede Nibo day 28

Gede Nibo day 28

Yesterday I didn't feel like a complete fiend on waking up, there was more of a feeling of ease, cravings didn't hit 'till the late afternoon. This morning feels alright too.  It's a slippery slope though, step on one banana peel and I can slide...
Archangel Raphael Day 19

Archangel Raphael Day 19

I incorporated more chakra work in today's ritual. Still working on my stubborn 3rd chakra. My motivation was at an all time low today. I felt tiered most of the day. I have never worked so long doing consecutive rituals, the whole experience is draining but very...
Gede Nibo day 27

Gede Nibo day 27

You know it's a successful invocation when you have to reconstruct what happened by deciphering the physical evidence the next morning. Juggling balls by the altar…must of been juggling some. You were in the kitchen & prepared a meal…huh,...

Dream log, Thurs May 30

I did about an hour of chakra work before bed.  I've been trying to "hyperspeed" spin my chakras, as per Andrieh's instructions, but I haven't really gotten the trick of it yet.  I can feel them spinning (a significant...