Amitabha Buddha Day 18

23-26 malas..I lost track. Today was a fairly mild session, some energy clearing- trance state was "ok" deep but wasn't pushing past a threshold as in a invocation/possession state. That said..it did reinforce some things for me.

Manannan: Day 22

The feeling of death continues. Blech! I'm still tired and headachy. But, I showed up to ritual and tried. Couldn't really focus this morning. Was not able to connect with Manannan. Maybe try again after caffeine? Take two: Had some tea and waited an hour,...

Manannan: Day 21

I was really hungover. I felt like death. I actually opened up to a trusted friend about a lot of things in my life, things that I haven't been comfortable/ safe to talk about. Or when I have talked to friends about this, there was an inability to share the...